i miss u Mj

I have been mustering my courage for some time to write my feelings for you. Like any body, even I used to watch you on TV, read about you and keep wondering what you were made of. Is it a human being with a golden voice or a person who has springs all over his body? What ever it is, you were the super power for all you fans.

 MJ- This is how you were known to the world, Michael Joseph Jackson. It is almost a year since you left this world for ever. World called your death an untimely one. I agree with them completely. I never knew that I was your big fan till I read more and more about you. I wondered all these day why I miss you. Your eyes said more than your singing.  Your child like expressions and hunger for creating something unique that common people like us can not think of.

In fact, I used to see your concerts on TV(some of them live) believe me, I could hardly understand very little of the song. One thing was sure that, when you were on the stage, it appeared to me that you did not belong to this earth at all. Right from your entry in to venue to exit, there was a unique style. Once on stage, the performance was purely divine. You mesmerized the audience, transported them and TV viewers  to a different world.

Still, Why do I miss you of all the people? Is it because you frankly admitted in Oprah Winfrey show that you felt lonely among ten of your family members? You did discuss with her about your appearance and your dissatisfaction about it.

When you were just eight, you shared the lead vocals with your older brother. There was no looking back there after. With many recordings under your belt, you emerged as the main lead singer. People acknowledge you as MJ with "overwhelming musical gifts," Your created history with your best selling albums world wide. Each concert of yours was conceived, planned and rehearsed well before taking millions of people to an ecstatic level. You combined music and technology to bring the heaven down.  You scaled new heights as a superb rock star. 

There were times you felt low because media hyped every issue related to personal life. I see you as person of extraordinary wits. I rate you as person who taught the world how to experienced oneness with divine. When I see your picture or posters, somehow I feel that your eyes told a lot of sad stories. You smiled for people, you changed the lives of many beings and touched many hearts. Concerts were a great success but you could bearly manage yourself behind the stage curtain. You kept your pain and agony so well guarded till the end. Yet another reason for missing you-I saw you holding the nations of the world together with music and dance.

Is it that you devoted your time for concerts that you cared less for your health? You were on peace spreading mission through your flawless performances.

You could have added some more grammy awards if you were not called so early from this world. It appears that God was jealous of us that we were entertained by a rockstar like you and he wanted  your presence in his world. You etched your name permanently.

This is a small tribute to you dear MJ.